Weird han haha
i don’t know why even i wana write this but all i want to write here is truth
saw her first time in cpt tried hard to tell her how beautiful she looks how awesome she is got courage enough to ask her for friendship she said yes and then damn , nothing happened i was feeling like crushed inside hard to study because of everyday rising memories . Builded myself strong enough during ipc not to even look at her ignore her completely and don’t talk to her , i got several chances when i can go and talk to her and tell her how much i missed her during cpt vacations that i want her to stay as my friend and talk to me that i like the way she is how simple but smart she looks but but all i did was ignoring her completely though with time i simply began to gaze her because i begin to like doing that again , just every time she pass by world stops there for me & i just want to look at her may be this time i dont wana take snap shots in my mind to remind myself letter of how she looks but i was just seeing her .
months pass by friends joked we laughed l thought ive forgotten her now how strong i used to feel for her to be my friend . everything over.
whats with me now is that i cant even remember her face i dont even force myself but sometimes i do and when i fail it hurts me a little somewhat . from last couple of days some glimpses of her face were suddenly appearing in my mind and you know what it felt me like a surprise because its something like never happened to me but i really like it somewhere from my real life memories perhaps and which stucked somewhere in my mind i dont know where and why those images never really come when i try to imagine her just quite odd
😀
what else odd its that you made me cried really why literally im not awared about
listening to say something song by a great bit world and christina on 14th jan sitting on roof top in sunshine and actually it brought tears into my eyes, all that is a full pack of weirdness and i dont know where it is letting me go .
its that only when my mind says i can catch her in my memory and when i try to remember her face it becomes Half
Face
Forgotten .
i don’t know why even i wana write this but all i want to write here is truth
saw her first time in cpt tried hard to tell her how beautiful she looks how awesome she is got courage enough to ask her for friendship she said yes and then damn , nothing happened i was feeling like crushed inside hard to study because of everyday rising memories . Builded myself strong enough during ipc not to even look at her ignore her completely and don’t talk to her , i got several chances when i can go and talk to her and tell her how much i missed her during cpt vacations that i want her to stay as my friend and talk to me that i like the way she is how simple but smart she looks but but all i did was ignoring her completely though with time i simply began to gaze her because i begin to like doing that again , just every time she pass by world stops there for me & i just want to look at her may be this time i dont wana take snap shots in my mind to remind myself letter of how she looks but i was just seeing her .
months pass by friends joked we laughed l thought ive forgotten her now how strong i used to feel for her to be my friend . everything over.
whats with me now is that i cant even remember her face i dont even force myself but sometimes i do and when i fail it hurts me a little somewhat . from last couple of days some glimpses of her face were suddenly appearing in my mind and you know what it felt me like a surprise because its something like never happened to me but i really like it somewhere from my real life memories perhaps and which stucked somewhere in my mind i dont know where and why those images never really come when i try to imagine her just quite odd
😀
what else odd its that you made me cried really why literally im not awared about
listening to say something song by a great bit world and christina on 14th jan sitting on roof top in sunshine and actually it brought tears into my eyes, all that is a full pack of weirdness and i dont know where it is letting me go .
its that only when my mind says i can catch her in my memory and when i try to remember her face it becomes Half
Face
Forgotten .
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